Sometimes I sit down to write something and it just flows. It's just right. Now is not one of those times.
I recently looked at an old story, one I wrote about something that happened to me which was a big deal at the time. And I turned it into some sort of revenge thing, I think.
I'm not entirely sure that's healthy.
But I mean, I write for a lot of reasons and today I am wondering if writing for the wrong reason is what's causing this story to stagnate? Or is it a combination of the things?
Is it that when my boyfriend asked me how I imagined my male protagonist to look physically, all I could say was forty?
Is it that I really want him to be the bad guy, but he's GOT to be the good guy, and as much as I love my female character, she's got to be the bitch?
I think this calls for a strong dose of re-writing. And re-structuring. And re-planning. Because there is a story to be told. And there is a deadline to be met. And there is a personal standard which will NOT be disappointed.
I'll keep you all posted... (unless I don't.)